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Simple Life of Me.
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Marilyn Chua. ESPECIALLY loves him and family.
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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

I am really thankful that you are willing to travel all the way to my house just to see me. You are so nice to bring me out to my favourite mall. You are so sweet to bring me out for some outing weekend. You are awesome that you always waited for my class to end. You are lovely to see me even early in the morning. You are great to bring me out for some awesome meals. You are wonderful because you can really communicate well with my family. You are amazing to drive me everywhere. You are fantastic to call me when I’m feeling down. You are the best when you surprised me with movie tickets.

You said you will love me even more day by day. You will care every single of me. You will treasure me even more day by day. You will hold my hand gapless to solve any problem with me. You will only see me in this world. You will only make me smile every day. You will be there for me every time I needed. You will be the sunshine for me. You will LOVE me more and more every day.

You are never the same anymore.

You never concern me like how you used to. You never treasure me like how you used to. You never care what I talk like how you used to. It really hurts me when I try to tell you things and you tell me that you are tired and stress to give any opinion or care. You don’t even know when I’m really down. You don’t even care or know even when I am crying. You always say I turn away when we argue. You say my love to you is only at the constant level. You never listen to what’s in my heart. You always think that I am being too secretive. You never understand me like how you used to. You never be patience to me like how you used to.

But in reality, you did stop me from telling you things. You always tell me what you feel but I’m never given a real chance to tell you things. You used to call me when I’m sad but now you did not even bother about me. When there is time that I wanted to talk, ended up you will be the one judging all my negatives side. You said if I can’t get committed we shall just end things up. You yelled at me when I can’t get things right. You never look at me like how you used to anymore. You said you shall not get too committed since I am not. You stop calling me when I am down.
Indeed, I’m really hurt. I remembered every single thing you said. You told me you are ready to accept me in your life. But why do you have to tell me that you don’t want to get any more committed?
Why do you have to turn me down?

I'm really sorry. I didn't want to ruin our day tomorrow. But it really got me thinking alot lately.


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